i can change, have you got some change? (there will be no more lies)
tell me why i'm switching out of the 1 class out of two that I actually have friends in.
ridiculous.
i'm also too stupid to learn russian but i can pretend otherwise.

i think there's some kind of invisible force field between me and people.
I can't talk anymore.
which is why "where I end and you begin" is ever so poignant.
not even with romantic shit either.
ALL THE TIME.

woot to getting my little brother to vacuum my room for me and not paying him.
serves the little bastard right for not requesting funds up front.

damn my ambitions of grandeur.
i'm an extracurricular whore.
and my name's in the school planner and i didn't even know it.
but i don't remember/even want to be publicity chair for ring dance.
i hate dances. and i hate talking to people.
ms.cole is an idiot.
as I said
"I'm not really leadership material so if you can make me a secretary or something, that would be great."

douche.....bag. (i don't know who i'm referring to, let's just say me for the sake of familiarity.)

i'm so responsible. i do my work and i raise my hand and i stare at my desk.

i've downgraded from being a weirdo to a socially-awkward dork.
weirdo made a good mask.

then again, this is all my perspective and everyone says I have no grip on reality so i'm like,
totally spinning out mannnn.

p.s. I love sarcastic wit. especially in fellows. it keeps me from going asexual.